Never thought my life and turn to the worst...my relationship going to shit..job is shitty. idk anymore. Just want it all to change and get better. I guess that only thing that makes things a little brighter is Erilin.
What do you do when you are in a relationship that you feels as if you are trapped in a small box with no air holes?
Do you try to escape or try to make air holes into the box to breath? Idk what my choice is because I have Erilin. If i didn't have her, i would choose to escape and never look back. But, I cant turn back time and do it all over again. Erilin is the best thing that ever happened to me....just the person that i care so much about turned into one of those guys that want a Housewife,,,,A Person to do everything that he wants. Sorry i cant not be that person my parents raised me to be my own person and never rely on a guy. So why am i now? is it cuz of Erilin or is it because i truly care about him, Or is because i donut want to see him ever with another girl. Giving her happiness, when he cant do that for me, Because i am the person i am. I don't ever want to be a house wife. Only person I slave over is my child and no one else. I wonder if this will all change one day, that the care i have for him will leave and not return. Idk just so sick and tired of trying to show i am trying to work it out. But, he doesnt see that because he is hard headed and he was raised as if we are in Mexico or some other country.
Idk i guess life will end up unrolling it self, hopfuly its for the better.
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