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Yesterday was not a good day for me...everything went wrong.. first drama with my daughters dad, then I leave my lauch at home and then I go to get lauch and I find out i left my card at home. SOOO Pisssed yesterday. Erilin's dad can be the death of me sometimes, I dont understand anything that comes out of his mouth and what goes on in his head. idk, how someone can think that going to your friends house and say you are going to come home at 12 then change it till 1 and then not end up coming home all nite, not till the day later, is not a bad thing! Tell me how that is not, because it sure seems like im missing something!! If i did that he be flipping up a storm and be thinking im cheating and everything. Idk he need to see where im coming froma and idk how im going to make hime see it. :(
but, besides that today been wayyyyyyyy bettterrrr!!!.. worked was long and boring but that normal, but once i got home and saw my beautiful baby girl Erilin Isabelle my world turn to happyness. So excited my little one is fully crawling. :) so happy she been trying and getting mad alot. and now she finally just went for it and now she cant stop. lol everyday is perfect with her; everymorning i look at her I thank God. I still dont understand why he gave me such a wonderful baby girl. I dont feel like i deserve her, but i know he gave me her for a reason and like they say "He wont give you more then you cant handle" and Eri is alot to handle. Today Eri got to play with her little cousin angelo, she got really excited and wanted to hug, kiss/bite him and just didnt know what she wanted she just wanted to grap. it was really funny seen them together. Angelo is so calm and quite and Eri is loud and all over the place. I wonder how they are going to when they can both crawl and walk. It will be a funny moment most likely.

MY LITTLE ONE CRAWLING FOR THE PURPLE TOP! (1.14.11)

THERE SHE GOESSSS! (1.14.10)